OK..now i know what you're thinking..WHO WRITES IN THESE XANGA THINGS NOWADAYS!? haha, well i accidently came across this so i thought HEY i have time...maybe i'll blog.
hmm..things have been pretty hectic lately with school and PCN. Usually my days consist of school and a whole lot of PCN practice. Im getting pretty stressed out about it, having to deal with some...people. At the same time im really excited and i can't wait so i suggest all of you GO and watch us Westview kids strut our stuff for a night. March 3rd and 4th, thursday and friday. If you need tickets just ask me or any officer.
Other things have been ok. Getting to be with the friends a lot is a plus. Some things still get to me..but uhm i'll just not talk about that and leave that up to a question to whoever reads this.
Haha today me and Michelle were talking and thought about how it would be cool to date. HAHA you know how in movies when the guy goes "ooh so what are you doing friday night?" "Nothing" "Oh would you maybe wanna do something". I think thats cute, but when it happens to us teenagers we don't even notice it. Its like "oh hey what are you doing 2morro night?" "nothing" "oh wanna hangout?" "sure, ok"...and thats it. I wonder when we turn like 30 if were gonna start calling those "dates". Well whatever im not sure if im making any sense but whatever. Relationships...ehh. You know what i think is dumb? I think it's dumb of older guys to break up with their girlfriends just because they're going away to college. They think "ooooh well im graduating and im gonna meet new girls and im gonna want to be free for that!" It's retarded of them to want to throw away something like that because they think theyre gonna meet hotter girls. I mean i know highschool relationships are highschool relationships and its not likely many of the people that date in highschool are gonna get married...but still i think that sucks. I think its more hurtful than a guy who cheats with another girl. If a guy cheats with another girl its cause he either wanted some..or he has feelings for her, but a guy breaking up with a girlfriend for the possibility of meeting someone else? Its not like theirs anyone specifically..its the fact that they might meet someone else. It's like "i don't have anyone right now but hey if i get lucky enough then WHOOPIE!". DUMB! It's like us girls sayin..uhm we don't want to be with you anymore cause i don't really have a good reason..it's just i might meet someone better than you. WHACK STATUS! Watch you'll see guys breaking up with their girlfriends and then 6 months later they'll be pleading for their ex's to take them back because they'll realize they made a mistake and all those "new" girls can't nearly make them as happy as that meaningful relationship he once had. It's like that movie can't hardly wait. Dumbass guy breaks off a 4 year relationship cause HE'S GOING OFF TO COLLEGE, then he realizes theres no1 and wants her back..to bad she thinks he's whack and doesnt want him anymore. Iunno it's a hard decision cause i know we can't live that high school life forever and eventually we do move on and grow up..its just if you're gonna break it off i suggest you think about it. Is it cause you don't have feelings anymore? Or is it cause you wanna be free for those SO CALLED hotter girls you'll DEFINETLY meet once you leave?
wow i can't believe i wrote so much about that. I don't even know why i care i guess i just have sympathy for the younger girls who get left behind. OH well at least im not one of them.On the other hand i had a pretty good day today. Got to take a break from all that practice and spent some time just chilling with the friends. Then i got one of the niciest/randomiest valentines day present ever..even tho its like 4 days after valetines day. I dont know..whatever it still made me happy. aiite well im out for now, holler at this so i'll blog more.
Here are my hot friends, it's ok you don't have to be jealous of me, ok yeah you can | 
